Friday, April 24, 2009

Who needs a shrink. I have you guys!

Well. That is about all I can say right now. At least I don't have a hangover. Not that I ever do get them, but at least my head is not pounding!

Lynn, you are right. I need to change something, but what. I have thought about going back to work. I even called my old boss today, but he does not have any work right now.

I also need to have Nikki get her drivers licence, so she can start driving herself around. I need to find a back up sitter for Ryan, so if I am working and the girls aren't here, someone will be here with Ryan.

Today I am going to wake all the boys up and have them get this house cleaned up. I have a blanket to finish, and not to much else to do. I would like to go to the lake, but right now it is overcast, and my girls are still burnt. O.K. they are not burnt any more, the blisters have popped and now they are starting to heal. I just need to make sure that I keep them covered.

Rusty and still are not talking. I guess we will figure everything out at some point. Yesterday Rusty asked me to go with him to a dinner that he has to go to tonight. I never did give him an answer. I really don't want to go. Part of me says I should go because it would be the polite, correct, or nice thing to do. I just don't know that I really want to go. We will see how my day goes.

I guess I could go get dressed and start my day, but I am wondering if anyone would notice if I just lived in my jammies?


Lori said...

I'm glad you don't have a hangover (and a bit surprised), and I'm glad you got all those nice comments yesterday and that they helped. Hope you did get dressed up and went to that dinner tonight, and I hope you and Rusty are talking again. Hang in there!

a corgi said...

(((Kelli)) I read your entry before this just now; I'm so sorry that you had such a bad Thursday; I'm sorry the concert didn't work out; that would have been nice to see him; he is a good performer. there will be other concerts, but there will never be another Rusty for you....; I hope you guys have made up by is hard to be married these days and it is hard to always be on the giving side when others take, take, take, take,take. You do need to find something you can do for you that is only for you, even if it is only an hour a week, but something you can call "Kelli time".

hope you can just take this weekend to not do anything but what you want to do

hugs to you......


Pamela said...

I hope you have a good weekend and allow some "me time" for yourself. If all you want to do is lay on the beach...then go do it. Tell the others you are gone for the day, end of story.
Hope you and Rusty made up by now.

Traci said...

Aww just go to the dinner with him. It might be fun! Hope you have a rockin' weekend! It is very sunny and warm here!

Martha said...

I lived in my jammies all day today if it makes you feel any better :-)

Chrissie said...

Oh no I hope you get some time for yourself. Maybe then you can think clearly about what you wanna do.

Indigo said...

((Hugs)) I learned a long time ago just to come out and say what I wanted. Not only are guys clueless, the can't read our minds. (Hugs)Indigo

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